Not your average “body positive” blogger


I want to preface this blog by stating that it is NEVER ok to treat someone like shit simply because of the way they look.  If you treat someone as lesser of a human because you don’t find the individual to be aesthetically appealing, you’re an asshole.  However, it is ok to challenge and criticize others ideas.

If you’re the type of body positive advocate who thinks you should like yourself even if you’re abusing your body, you may want to stop reading.  X out of this screen, do not pass go, do not collect $200. This blog will only piss you off, you will end up taking the things I say as a personal knock against you, instead of me being critical of harmful ideologies.

No one should hate their self. Self hate doesn’t get anyone anywhere.  Self hate doesn’t promote change, it often just causes depression. Depressed people are less likely to make positive changes.  HOWEVER, it IS ok to not like yourself.  If you aren’t the best you know you’re capable of being, it’s perfectly ok to look in the mirror and say. “Ya know what?  I’m selling myself short, I can be better, I can be happier, I can be healthier.”  It’s ok to strive for better.  It’s ok to look in the mirror and say, “Ya know what?  I don’t really like that muffin top, I’m going to construct a healthy eating plan and maybe start working out”.  If someone is an ugly person on the inside we encourage them to change and become better.  Why don’t we do the same when it comes to our health?

What I see with many body positive bloggers is that they’re simply settling for what they have, rather than striving for better.  It comes across as an attempt to be contrary to societal norms.  They’re trying to sell it to other big girls that changing your outer appearance is society’s way of telling you to hate yourself.  In some kind of backwards, spiteful stance many body positive and fat positive people are hurting themselves in an effort to tell society to fuck off.  These people are telling you to not care what society says, yet society is driving them to act a certain way and treat their bodies a certain way.  It’s much easier to settle than it is to change.  I say this as someone who IS fat. I say this as a woman who has lost 100 pounds.  I say this as a woman who has struggled with finding her place within society.  I say this as a woman who truly doesn’t give a shit what other people think of me.  What *I* think of me is the only thing that matters to me.  Part of loving yourself, is not abusing yourself.

I woke up one day and put on a pair of pants that happened to be the biggest size I’ve ever worn and they were tight.  In that moment I said, “no more”.  I was tired of being tired.  i was tired of being out of breath anytime I walked up 10 stairs.  I was tired of not being able to keep up with my kids.  I was tired of being unhealthy.  My unhealthy lifestyle was directly responsible for me being unhappy.  It wasn’t society’s fault for being “fatphobic”.  It wasn’t Victoria Secret’s fault for hiring thin models.  Society wasn’t the cause of my unhappiness.  *I* was the cause of my unhappiness.  I bought into the body positive, fat is beautiful rhetoric.  That rhetoric became my excuse for settling with my current state.  “Body positive” became my justification for not wanting better for myself.  While it was empowering in some ways to say, “Eff your beauty standards”, I was also slowly killing myself.  That small amount of spiteful, self-destructive empowerment wasn’t worth the abuse that I was inflicting onto my body. There’s nothing empowering about going into a restaurant and being worried that you may not fit into the booth the hostess offers you.  There’s nothing empowering about avoiding movie theaters because your ass is too big for the seats.  There’s nothing empowering about asking for a belt extender or buying a 2nd seat on an airplane because you don’t fit in one seat and you spill over into a 2nd seat.  There’s nothing empowering about heart disease, diabetes, increased risk of stroke, increased risk of cancer.  There’s nothing empowering in abusing your body just to stick it to cultural beauty standards.

Whenever we see a woman who suffers from an eating disorder such as anorexia or bulimia, society pities her.  We don’t say, “look at that woman living how she wants to live, YASSSS!  Good for her!  Get it girl”!  Why do we champion obesity? Why do we look at severely overweight women (Think, Tess Holliday) and say, “You go girl”!  Being morbidly obese IS suffering from an eating disorder.  Being obese is just the other extreme end of the spectrum.  When it comes to things like anorexia and bulimia, we see these individuals as suffering from mental illness.  We encourage change to become healthier.  We tell them that there IS something wrong with the way they’re living.  We don’t accept their ideology as healthy.  We see them as sick.  Overeating to the point of obesity and calorie restricting to the point of severe malnutrion are both signs of emotional issues and should both be treated the same.  Neither should be encouraged.  We should of course be empathetic and we shouldn’t treat these people as if they’re less.  We should not view either as some type of false empowerment.

If your best friend was in a relationship with a man who abused her in some way, would you tell her it’s ok to settle for him?  Nope.  You would likely give her a pep-talk about how she deserves better. You would tell her how wonderful she is and how she deserves to be treated like the amazing girl she is.  So why when it comes to our own bodies we’re ok with settling?  We are ok with abusing ourselves.  We accept it and attempt to turn our self-destruction into empowerment.

My goal is to change the way we look at body positivity.  Body positivity should be about doing what is best for our health.  It should be about celebrating hard work that we put into being the best we can be.  Body positivity should be about loving ourselves enough to want what’s best for ourselves.  Body positivity is looking into the mirror and being proud with the hard work you’ve put in to being healthy.  It’s not body positive to try and force a narrative upon society that says in order to be accepting you have to agree with the ideology That self harm is empowering and should be advocated.

Let me end this blog the same way I prefaced.  It is NEVER ok to treat someone badly because of their physical appearance.  That is always unacceptable.  It is acceptable to question and criticize harmful ideologies.  If you find yourself being hurt by the words of someone else you probably need to do a little soul searching and figure out why words hurt you.  You may just find that you aren’t as happy with yourself as you believe. Love yourself enough to stop self destructive behaviors.

 

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3 thoughts on “Not your average “body positive” blogger

  1. I see what you’re saying but what works for one is not what works for everyone. Saying “eff your beauty standards” is not saying be lazy and accept your fatness. Being overweight doesn’t mean you’re unhealthy. One of the things that bothers me is people seem to know how healthy you are just by giving you a visual assessment. My blood work says I am at normal levels even though I am overweight and I know stick thin people with high cholesterol.

    Body positive is not about throwing in the towel and saying fuck it I am just going to be fat. Body positive is about loving yourself as you are because we all should even if you want to make changes. There doesn’t have to be this crossroad. I love myself the way I am but when I walk around in society or post a picture of myself I am NOT promoting an unhealthy lifestyle. That is what I hate. Good for Tess and other bigger models for being out there. They are not promoting obesity they are promoting that you can be big and yet not have to hide yourself. I was tired of wearing layers of clothes in the hot summers because I was ashamed of my arms and legs and these people living their lives helped me reevaluate mine. Am I trying to lose weight yes but it is not an overnight process and I am not going to delay being happy until I do. Life is too short for that!

    It is all personal opinion. There is nothing wrong with wanting to promote diversity. Not everyone is going to be able to be the “ideal healthy shape.” Don’t like your weight great work on losing it but I am here to tell you to never think negative about yourself because positive breeds positive 🙂

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    • No matter what, being obese is NOT healthy. It really doesn’t matter what your blood works says. When I was 100 pounds heavier my blood work was always normal. No blood pressure issues and no diabetes. However, when you’re fat, your heart has to work overtime every time you move. Obesity is not healthy. Obese people aren’t healthy. Someone who smokes isn’t healthy, even if they don’t have any smoking related illnesses. It’s dangerous to promote body positivity from the ideology that being fat is ok. Someone like Tess Holliday (since we both used her as an example) isn’t a role model. Someone who gets to nearly 400 pounds gets to that weight because they have emotional issues they deal with via overeating. This is the SAME thing as a drug addict using drugs to deal with emotional trauma. It shouldn’t be celebrated. As a society we should look at people like Holliday, the same way we look at and react to women who are anorexic.

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      • You are missing the point. Body positivity is not saying fat is healthy or being obese is healthy. If someone is using body positivity to say “screw it I am happy being fat and I will eatign all the unhealthy things” then that is there choice. Some people use it as an excuse some people use it as motivation. Body positivity is saying love yourself. Even if you want to make changes love yourself. That is it. That is all it is saying. It is NOT saying fat is healthy. I am sorry I just don’t agree with that.

        Also as far as blood pressure… does it not measure how your heart is working? My blood pressure is normal. My heart is not being stressed. I am about 100 pounds overweight. Obviously it is recommended to lose weight so to not develop hypertension but weight is not the only indicator on whether or not your heart is being stressed out.

        Blood pressure is typically recorded as two numbers, written as a ratio like this:

        Systolic

        The top number, which is also the higher of the two numbers, measures the pressure in the arteries when the heart beats (when the heart muscle contracts).

        Diastolic

        The bottom number, which is also the lower of the two numbers, measures the pressure in the arteries between heartbeats (when the heart muscle is resting between beats and refilling with blood).

        Body positivity is a state of mind not a promotion for unhealthy living. You can love yourself and still want to lose weight. Assuming that people are unhealthy by looking at them is utterly ridiculous. I’m not saying everyone who is fat is healthy I am just saying that everyone’s circumstances and bodies are different and umbrella grouping everyone is just impossible.

        Also I am not a doctor I got that info from the AHA.

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